Half of my heart is in Heaven

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Dear brad,

It's been months since I knew that you left this world. I truly miss you. You are one of the best people I know.

I miss the way you look at me. The way you treated me. I miss how gentle you are despite your bad boy appearance. I miss how you would listen to my nonsense talks. I miss you singing songs to me. I miss being myself with you, the weaker and darker version of me. 

It was my fault that I blocked you and choose not to communicate with you. I needed time to think and I felt like on that time I needed some space. I needed time to think if giving us a chance would be worth it. I regret that everyday. I wish i took the risk. I wish I haven't given up on us. 

Right now, I want to be with you. How I wish that you could see me now, I am slowly following what I want as you always asked me to. I wish you were here when I passed the licensure exam. You were so supportive to me and encouraging me to be a teacher.

How I wish I could turn back time, brad. I miss you. Even if you are not here, please still look after me. 


Always,

Me

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