The Bi/etter Me | 05

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 Hi! I haven't updated for quite sometime. A lot of things had happened since this year started.


To start with, I finally got my answered prayer and started working as a public school teacher. I was kinda disappointed with our educational system. I don't want to expand this concern because this post is not about it.

Then, few months ago I got surgery. I had Myomectomy, they removed fibroids in my uterus but unfortunately, they saved my uterus. I was hoping that they just completely remove it because my mind will never change regarding having kids.

Now, I return to work. I was kinda expecting all the work to be done but my body was not ready that we have to stay on Saturdays for two consecutive weeks. 

I had a breakdown because of all the issues I encountered with myvisory class, it's not really worse but it's tiring to deal with different issues everyday plus the two Saturdays. I did not have much time to rest, since Sunday will be my errand day.

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I wish there is someone I can vent out to. Someone who would just listen to my day. These days I feel so alone, in a sense that I got no one. I wish I could go back to those days where I got somebody that I can go to. I know everyone is dealing with their own demons and don't want to reach out to someone. 

My circle is small but I am not comfortable talking what's inside my head. I hope someone could check on me and listen. I don't want any reaction or advices, I just someone to be there when I let it all out.

I guess I really just to need to pick up myself, for it's I who I could only depend on.

Besides, I felt there was no point in telling anyone anything that was happening inside me. 

 

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