Blog Challenge #22

Day | 22 Write a letter to your teenage self.

Dear teenage me, 

I am pretty sure you feel sad today. Well, you always are. I'm sorry if you feel that way. I know there are many questions running in your head again. I know that most of the time you asked, Why do you exist? Why were you given a second life? What's your purpose of living? Why do you always feel like that? Is it even normal? What's normal, by the way? And so on and so forth.

I just want to tell you that you are overthinking, you should loosen up. You are trying to achieve the standards that you yourself set for you. How crazy is that? You want things to go as planned but you need to learn that there are circumstances that you can't control. You want to be perfect but you are not and don't try to be one. Learn to accept your flaws, you are unique in your own special way.

You've missed a lot of opportunities because you don't want to get out from your comfort zone. Embrace changes. It may be awkward at first but eventually you'll realize that it feels better. Have courage to break the shell. 

Also I want to tell you that I am proud of you. Thank you for letting me realize these things. Thank you for never giving up. I tell you, you've become a lot better than you used to be. You've become an adventurous person, though still you are pessimistic. You've learned to take risks, accept challenges and embrace changes. I am so proud you! *wink*