Gladly Escape

I fell in love with Terra Manna ever since the first time I've visited the place and since then I promised myself to drop by again. I talked about Terra Manna on my previous blog post and now here I am again writing about this place and why it will always be my favorite place to de-stress. Serenity If I am so fed up with all the workloads at work and If I am physically, emotionally and mentally drained, this resort is my breathing place.  

I am not particularly sure if I should write this on my blog but then a little voice is whispering to me again. Tonight, as always I had trouble sleeping so, I was scrolling Facebook posts and I stumbled into this article https://worldtruth.tv/26-things-you-do-as-an-adult-when-youve-experienced-childhood-emotional-abuse/ . You may take a look about this article. The article is titled "26 Things You Do As An Adult When You've Experienced Childhood Emotional Abuse", I don't want to say that I have, but then I looked into the 26 things that this article stated and I do/did all of it. And then, I ask myself did I really experience childhood emotional abuse? Maybe all of us did one way or another? I don't know. Right now, I was just recalling my childhood memories. I grow up in a household wherein an adult is into cursing but I do understand that it was just her way to express anger, sadness, excitement and even happiness. Cursing everyday, all the time. I grow u...

Today I've decided to give up on my dreams. There's no point of chasing it. Life is not for everyone. Dreams are delusional. It's better to settle. They say be patient. I was. I've waited. They say you should do something to reach your dreams. I did. Trust me I did but was it not enough? Maybe it wasn't. It's better to stop. I'm tired. I'm physically, emotionally and spiritually drained. I no longer have that spirit to stay positive. To keep on trying. I no longer have that will, that courage, that braveheart. It's time to settle to the routine. Though, I know that it could be lethal. I am not happy and will never be. This is the reality.

It's been awhile that I have posted an entry in this blog, I was a bit busy with my new work and still struggling to cope up with the new environment. I feel so weak that I wanted to give up wherein fact I haven't started yet but thankfully there were people who helped me to keep on going for I have started it and I should continue, for I have chosen this path, this work and I am not getting any younger there's no time to keep on jumping into different jobs to find what makes you happy. You come to a point that you just have to settle. And then here I am again, emotionally fucked up. That moment that you start to question everything that is happening in your life but you are not even sure why you feel that way. What triggered you to feel that way? Why are you feeling so emotional over nothing? Then it slowly came into realization that maybe you are feeling that way because you feel so empty for so long, you feel so lonely but after all this time you cover it up because ...

Summer had officially started and guess what? It's my birthday! Yassss! *sings* It's mah birthday, Happy birthday hahahaha but wait there's more, it's not just me who's celebrating but there are the three of us. Just look at these beautiful and sweet gals standing right next to me, aren't we *clears throat* GORGEOUS!? HAHAHA I am just so lucky that these two ladies shared the same birth month with me. Let me formally introduce them to you guys *winks* I believe you've already met this lady (left side of the photo), she is Loise, the Lapyahan Festival Queen and I've even wrote an article about her and while, this lady on the right side of the photo, she is Fate, the promoter of insane activities and thoughts! Peace! These two may act crazy most of the times but they are also one of the sweetest creatures I've ever known ~ and yes, I was paid for this, just kidding ~ I love you brads! *kisses* This is for the both of you, since you are...

It's love month and this is my first trip this year. Don't you just love taking a dip in this heart-shaped pool? *wink* This is a trip that I badly needed after being stressed from the examination and from disappointment *sigh* anyhow life must go on and though I don't have any backup plan aside from applying that visa, I need to get myself together ~ aanndd ~ this kind of break would help me think on what should I do now *rofl* and I am just actually making a very very lame excuse hahahaha So much for the drama *wink* Coal mountain resort is situated in barangay Linut-od, Argao and owned by the town mayor. It is a nature resort that the main attraction is the underground tunnel tour and experience being a coal miner. However, we made a stop over at Argao's plaza. Things - To - Note ~ From Cebu South Bus terminal to Argao Proper it's a 2 - 3 hours drive, fare is Php 83 (non-aircon). ~ Going to the resort, you ride a habal-habal...

Happy Sunday, Everyone! I'll share something to you tonight, if you have read my previous Sunday Currently post I've said that I'm excited and nervous about something and here it is! My little secret Hahaha. Last December, I need to have a review about the IELTS examination and took the two weeks intensive class at JROOZ review center  I definitely recommend this review center!. Everyone was very accommodating, the mentors were very helpful and generous in giving you techniques on how to acquire your target score y ou may check their website  http://www.jroozreview.com/  for promos and discounts!  And of course, I'm deeply thankful to my Almighty God for his guidance while I took the examination.  IELTS which stands for International English Language Testing System is an international standardized test of English language proficiency for non-native English language speakers, according to Wikipedia. It is one of the requirements for UK visas and immig...